The Show.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,

the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.

已经要睡了。听到这两句，一个激灵，顿时清醒得一塌糊涂。

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Drew talks to me, I laughed coz it'...

咳咳，我總是特別及時地發現一些特別應景的歌。艾薇兒的push。

If it's really meant to be，then you can find a way to see。我知道也許這太理想主義太完美太天真，可是這就是愛情。不，我指的不是相處不是婚姻不是傢庭不是永遠，只是愛情而已。

比起這樣天真這樣固執的想法，更可怕的是不知道自己的想法是什麼。要先知道自己要的是什麼，才能知道到哪里適可而止，畢竟感情最怕的是過猶不及，一顆心都不夠碎的。

簡單的心動的愛情，也許正是因爲得不到，所以才更想要。如果要的只是一段“大方向是對的”，有希望有溫情有關懷的relationship而已，那麼也許會讓我們都過得更平靜更安寧甚至更溫馨。可惜不要這個。

其實要不是你，別人的破事兒我也懶得關。戀愛這種事本來就不靠譜，大傢各自荒謬着誰也礙不着誰，別人的事兒咱就不該去想。可我偏偏這麼瞭解你的感覺，偏偏不忍心聽着你倆的miscommunication。還連累一個通宵寫report的孩子聽我沒頭沒腦的一通發泄。

我一直知道我是個悲觀主義者，這次我更希望我是過於悲觀。親愛的你看到這裏就無視吧。做了決定就不要再動搖再猶豫，因爲不只是你一個人的決定了。

我想要簡單的一切。

簡單的心動簡單的衝動甚至簡單的糾結簡單的痛苦簡單的傷心簡單的決定。

崩潰萎靡的兩天，太不安定了。一直聽taylor的歌，back to december, i'm only me when i'm with you. 還有，you belong with me.

walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
i can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
hey isn't this easy

and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
i haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
you say you're fine
i know you better then that
hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
she wears high heels
i wear sneakers
she's cheer captain and
i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for
has been here the whole time

if you could see that i'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see
you belong with me
standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
baby....
you belong with me
you belong with me

i remember you drivin' to my house
in the middle of the night
i'm the one who makes you laugh
when you know you're about to cry
and i know your favorite songs
and you tell me about your dreams
think i know where you belong
think i know it's with me...

不過我覺得，有些事兒有點過分了。心裡有隱隱的害怕，但願我的感覺是錯的。

賜我半個安定安寧的學期吧！

 

歌词写的真好

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我停在原地

用最小的声音

反反复复着决定

任凭你注视的表情

多打动我的心

...

室友睡了，我名正言順地不用繼續收拾東西。弄了一籮筐衣服去洗，不管雨停不停我都把它們晾了！

還是要寫點甚麼的。怎麼說呢，從歌說起。一天耳機都在循環，年年情人節我再倒數一年，再倒數一年，靜候你開門一天；年年情人節我信再等一年，信再等一年。明年愚人節我...

太美了。

富士山下

拦路雨偏似雪花 饮泣的你冻吗
这风褛我给你磨到有襟花
连掉了渍也不怕 怎么始终牵挂
苦心选中今天想车你回家
原谅我不再送花 伤口应要结疤
花瓣铺满心里坟场才害怕
如若你非我不嫁 彼此终必火化
一生一世等一天需要代价

谁都只得那双手 靠拥抱...